I'm getting closer. I can feel it. It's getting closer, I can tell. Just a little bit more, and it will cohere. Fine grain focus, fine tuner knob.
Oh anyway. Maybe I should meditate, maybe that's what I need. I find myself thinking of a bubble, maybe like a young universe, maybe like a film, that needs to encompass miles upon miles. Then I'll be able to see, I think. Then I'll be able to see.